Take all my happiness

Dear love
you take all my happiness
and throw it away
leaving me in utter lonlines
why do I love you?
When I can barely stand you?
everything you say
leads me astray
from the joy
I once held so dear
I destroy
my reflection in the mirror
I hate you
why do I have to
put up with
all the crap you put me through
you take all my happiness
and throw it away
leaving me in utter lonliness
why can't you stay
I only want to love you
I only want you to need me
I only want you to hold me
I only want you to love me
Dear love
I'm leaving you here
while I fly away
Dear love
you're breaking my heart
tearing me apart
tears start
and I'm falling
drowning
screaming
Dear love
I'm leaving you
you take away all my happiness and throw it all away
leaving me in utter lonliness
leaving me to decay