My Tears Not Yours

Tell me that everything's all right
that this is all but Poe's
"A Dream within a Dream"
a nightmare my evil deeds sew
and scream at me about
all the things I've done wrong
complain these tears aren't mine
that I'm supposed to be strong
enough to fight tears off
to put on this play
where life is everything
those goddamn fuckers say
and tell me not to cut
these pains away with a knife
preach to me about
the worth of my life
I just must hear your side
where life is a fairy tale
and all jokes put aside
I hope my heart will fail
I've been through more shit
then you could ever know
and you just dong get it, sis
so just leave me the hell alone