Whirlpool

Life is a spinning whirlpool
Ready to suck me in
Life has found me a fool,
Drowning in all my sin
Spinning around in a death grip
Twirling round and round I go
Walking fast, ready to trip
And back in my heart it will grow
I'm scared and uncertain
Oh, why can't I be free
This thing is my old depression
And it's coming back to get me
Will my panda bears still shield its flight
Will they soak up my old tears
That pain is going to be here every night
Like it had for all those years
I can't forget this awful truth
Nor demolish my old thinking
Of things I did in my youth
And haunting dreams I'm still seeking